It’s weird..after I post up the 26 July post, the 23 July post went missing. Lol. I’m backdating this post and try to remember what i posted then:

In a blink of eyes, it’s my day again. It’s jaw dropping how fast you aged once you touches 20. In a blink of eyes, 8 years has passed! It feels like I just had my pool party (last year’s) last month! This year, we wont be doing such anymore. Boy and I decided to have a close gathering instead with a few friends this Saturday.

Today was just like any other days but with a good surprise in the morning. Boy left a bouquet of pink roses on my working desk before he left for work. Definitely create a big smile on my face. I just love flowers! (which girl wouldnt?:p) Immediately I pour all my attention to the little bouquet, watering it,taking pictures.. Just like a person who has never seen flowers before. Just fascinating.

Had lunch with a good friend (who had the same birthday as I am). It’s like a ritual for us to have birthday lunch together. Lol. Last year, we had laksa. This year, we had japs. Next year..hmm…Thai food? lol. It was his treat this year. Next year, I must remember to treat him back!!

Boy brought me for a meal in a Spanish restaurant, Bruno’s, Jaya 33.  It was our first time over there. He had Brunos Honey BBQ pork ribs, while I had lamb shank. Mine was ok. Although the meat is super tender, didnt think that the meat was tasty enough. His was not that great. Meat was abit chewy and tasteless.

While we were chatting up, the chef came over and explained that the dishes we had was just launched not long ago, and asked us for our opinion. Boy and his big mouth decided to launch his opinion out loud. Chef apologies and explained lengthily before end up deciding to give another plate of BBQ pork ribs to Boy on the house! Haha! He had to have 2 main dish today!

But I must credit that the 2nd serving was like from a different kitchen. (we suspected that the Head chef himself cooked it personally for us!). Because of that serving, we decided, maybe we should give them another chance. Yes. the 2nd one is so much better. The meat was tender enough, taste is superb! If you are planning to have a serving in Bruno’s, make sure hte head chef cooked yours.

Night, we sang birthday songs for both of us (his birthday was only 2 days earlier).  Can you imagine this? I didnt manage to get him anything yet for his birthday. He must be very sad. I didnt get the chance to purchase his. Was very busy for work and then we left for Melb together for 12 days (just got back like Monday!)

saw a few things actually after lunch today, but thought not the best yet. It has to be something good and special! Sigh. I hope I can just grab anything and give him. But it’s not that sincere anymore,is it? Or giving anything to him on his day is more sincere?

After 28 years of breathing earth air, I am still learning how to be proactive, competence, organized, and intelligent. I am also learning very hard to tackle and treat “difficult” people. It’s easy to say, but hard to practice. I guess it’s all boils down to 1 thing, “ATTITUDE”. When you have the attitude, I suppose, you will be able to turn your stubborness around.

But there’s one thing that I cant believe in my mind. I am still thinking of what the hell I am suppose to do for the future. Which is sad. And negatively signed. There’s so many routes to choose and too many choices of life, and it’s just..ahh..FICKLE MINDED! Before you knew it, time is running out.

Choose, bitch! before you know it, you’ll be 30 soon!